Thursday, January 29, 2015

An Open Letter to Myself - Taglish


Hello again friends. Thanks for dropping by on my post. It's my birthday today so I would like to take this chance to put my emotions and thoughts in writing. In Taglish na lang para I can easily put the right words without taking too much of my time. Nakakanosebleed ang pure English e..lol.. 

I made this post public hoping that it could be of any help to others. In what way, I am not sure pero sana maging blessing ito sa puso ng mga makakabasa. Pero the very reason I am writing this post is really for myself. Para I have something to look into to remind me of the things na minsan o siguro madalas nakakalimutan ko.

Napakadami kong gustong isulat at iremind sa sarili ko kasi napakalaki at lalim naman ng topic about LIFE. Hindi ko nga alam saan magsisimula, from being a wife, a daughter, a professional or just being a friend to someone. Napakarami ng pwedeng mapagusapan. But to generalized my priority and stand as a person I would like to put on writing the most important aspect of my life, my FAITH.

The only thing I wanted to remind myself today is that God loves me dearly. God loves you dearly! This is actually my second life, my second change nung hindi ako namatay sa pagkakahulog ko sa 11-steps na hagdan when I was still a baby. Siguro ang impact nun hindi kasing tindi nung mga cancer survivors or mga comma patients na nagising kasi I was too young then at di ko alam ang mga nangyari unless nakwento sa akin ng parents and relatives ko. Nevertheless, I want to keep in mind that having this second life is just one of the many things na pinatunayan ng Dios kung gaano nya ako kamahal kaya wala akong dahilan para pagdudahan ang pagmamahal nya sa akin. Kung tutuusin, araw araw ay second life, kasi the moment na gumising ka is another grace of God. 

His love has no condition. There is nothing that we can do to make Him love us more or less. I can't fathom His love and since we humans love with condition hind natin maintindihan ang unconditional love to the point na we doubt God's love for us. Duda tayo na kaya nya tayong patawarin sa mga kasalanan natin, sa anumang kasalanan natin or to the point na nahihiya tayong tumawag sa kanya kasi baka di naman nya tayo sagutin dahil palage na lang tayong humihiling at palage din tayong nagfafall out sa glory nya. Pero God is a good God, alam nyang hindi tayo perfect at di tayong magiging perfect as long as we are still in flesh, we have been cleansed by His blood not only sa past sins natin but also on our present and future sins. No one can separate us from the love of God.  

With my 29 years of existence wala akong maalalang ni isang sitwasyon sa buhay ko na tumawag at humingi ako ng tulong sa Dios at tinalikura nya ako. Hindi ibig sabihin nun na lahat ng gusto ko ay nasunod, o natupad ang mga plano at pangarap ko. Lage nyang sinasagot ang mga dasal ko. Take note, ang sagot ng Dios hindi laging OO, kaya kapag ang sagot nya ay HINDI sinagot ka pa din ng Dios. At kapag hindi ang sagot nya, hindi ibig sabihin nun hindi ka nya sinagot. 

In addition to that, may sagot din si God aside from YES and NO, and that is WAIT. Yes din yan pero hindi pa panahon. Kaya wag basta magtatampo o maiinip. Mabait and Dios, napakabait ng Dios. He wants what is best for us. Kaya kapag may mga bagay na hindi mo maintindihan, hindi ayun sa gusto mo at sa tingin mo ay di maganda, always remember na nasasaktan din ang Dios sa mga paghihirap mo, just continue to go on with LIFE. Pasasaan ba at sisikat din ang araw, bukas ay may bagong umaga at titila din ang ulan.  


For our foreign readers, I can summarize this post through one of my favorite songs entitled TRUST HIS HEART. The lyrics of the song is listed below:

I. All things work for our good
Though sometimes we don't
See how they could
Struggles that break our hearts in two
Sometimes blind us to the truth
Our Father knows what's best for us
His ways are not our own
So when your pathway grows dim
And you just don't see him,
Remember your never alone

Chorus:

God is too wise to be mistaken
God is too good to be unkind
So when you don't understand
When don't see his plan
When you can't trace his hand
Trust His Heart


II. He sees the master plan
He holds the future in his hand,
So don't live as those who have no hope,
All our hope is found in him.
We see the present clearly
He sees the first and last
And like a tapestry He's weaving you and me,
To someday be just like him

(Chorus)

He alone is faithful and true
He alone knows what is best for you

(Chorus)

When you can't trace his hand
When you don't see his plan
When you don't understand
Trust His Heart


Again, thanks for reading my friends and I hope that your hearts are filled with God's peace and love. Always remember that God loves You! Life is short and our days are numbered, live life to the fullest, and living life to the fullest for me is living life with Love (loving God, yourself and others).


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